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Hello everyone,
Months ago, I had been obsessed with missing person cases. If you looked at my YouTube feed, there would only be videos of true crime, missing person cases unsolved, and missing person cases solved 10-20 years later. Ever since college, I’ve been obsessed with psychology. Why do people do the things they do?
Bored at work, I started to read missing person cases online. I had found a website that dedicated in full explanations of people going missing in the woods. There’s some woods across the street from my house, and reading nonstop these unique and perplexed cases had me scared of the woods across the street.
I had it in my head that I have bad luck and maybe one day I’d go missing. Not only missing, but no one would ever find me. I was sad for all the people I read who to this day have never been found.
My obsession was getting unbearable. I was even starting to get scared of going outside. I jumped at any noise in my own house and at work (okay, okay, watching a lot of horror movies and reading scary books could have also contributed to that haha). My coworkers noticed my frantic energy. I laughed it off, blaming myself for being a scaredy cat.
Then one day I was at work on the computer, still researching missing person cases from people who had just vanished in the woods, never to be seen again. I kept seeing the number 1111 everywhere I looked—on a customer’s bill, as an account number, the time on the clock, on a receipt, as a confirmation number after processing a credit card payment, as part of a website address. Intrigued, I googled ‘why do I keep seeing the number 1111?’
The first answer that popped up on Google was that 1111 is an angel number. Why would angels be trying to contact me? I’m a nobody…I clicked on the link because I’ve always been a curious being. I can thank my INTJness for that. I was totally amazed when I read:
Angel Number 1111 is a message from your angels to be very aware of your persistent thoughts and ideas as these are manifesting quickly into your reality. Ensure that your beliefs, thoughts, and mind-sets are positive and optimistic in order to draw the energies of abundance and balance into your life—Joanne Sacred Scribes.
You can best believe I clicked off the missing person website quickly, then I started reading through all the websites that discussed angel number 1111. I had to stop letting my fears rule my life. I needed to think positive, which was hard for me. I’m definitely a glass is half empty type of person, but I’m changing for the better. That’s for a later newsletter :)
Immediately I came up with a list of positive things I wanted to happen in my life and I’ve been repeating them to myself every day. My positive manifestations are:
I will become a full-time artist
I will create a graphic novel
I will have a better relationship with my mom and RJ
I will be charming around the opposite sex so when I meet the one I won’t scare him off or push him away
I will donate to charities and volunteer my time. The more money I make, the more I will donate to worthy causes like Refugee Strong
When I become successful, I will keep being guided by my guardian angels and God. I will stay humble and grateful
I will figure out my lightwork mission in order to inspire and motivate others, including inspiring and motivating myself
If you had a chance to positively manifest your dreams into reality, what would you say? What would be on your list?
Keep smiling,
Yawatta Hosby